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Growing Pains

IMG_2228 IMG_2229 Last week, we took the kids to Phoenix. My parents are retired and they spend their winters playing in the Arizona sun.

They have three citrus trees in their backyard. Much to the delight of my daughter, we filled boxes with fresh picked oranges, lemons and grapefruit.

The bizarre shapes of desert cactus are fascinating. I loved strolling through the neighborhood and taking it all in (all the while praying that my adventurous 3 year old wouldn't impale herself as she raced from plant to plant).

We swam. We soaked up the sun.

We relaxed (something I can't say happens too often with a toddler and a pre-schooler underfoot). Thank you mom and dad!!

I'm happy to be back though--when I'm away from work for too long, I feel this pull, this longing to dive back in. To create--to PLAY.

I also had a bit of time to think. To move my business forward, I need to re-prioritize how I'm spending my working hours.

Holding this space to write feels really good--I enjoy having a blog. I will continue to share new work and progress as it unfolds. But there will be weeks where I need to spend my time elsewhere.

To those of you who read on a regular basis, I am so grateful. Bear with me through these growing pains.

 

I Have No Idea What I'm Doing

Kelly_Angelovic_February This past month in Bootcamp, the assignment was to create wall art on a piece of wood (think antique plates). We were also encouraged to work traditionally, especially if that isn't our typical approach.

There is a painter that lives in me, I'm sure of it. What began as a whisper has been getting louder, encouraging me to pick up a paintbrush. There are so many reasons why painting, at this point, doesn't make any sense...

I don't have a space where I can get messy. I don't have anywhere to store canvases. Buying all the required supplies is expensive. Editing is more difficult--you can't hit 'undo.'I have no idea what I'm doing--I don't even really know where to start.

And yet...there is this voice urging me to get my hands dirty. To mix colors by brush rather than onscreen.

For this assignment, I bought several pieces of balsa wood--six of them so that none would be too precious. I painted them brightly, then added white and gray until they had this lovely distressed look.

I created a design that I wanted to paint, and with graphite paper, transferred my sketch onto my canvas and went to work.

In my neuroses, I ended up creating both a digital and painted version, and...I don't love either.

The teapot image above is what I ended up submitting to the Bootcamp public gallery (which is now live, check it out if you are so inclined--my submission is on page 2). I'm happy with how it turned out, but it feels like a bit of a cop-out. Created digitally, there is nothing about it that pushed me outside of my comfort zone.

The image below is the digital version of my first idea, followed by the (as yet, unfinished) painted version.

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As is so often my approach (in more than just my art, ahem), I tried to control everything. Leaving little room for artistic play, I missed the whole point of painting.

So I will try again--sometime soon.

In the meantime, the amazing Christine Mason Miller has invited me to be a contributor in her upcoming e-course, The Conscious Booksmith.

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"This thoughtfully created course is a guide for aspiring authors and book-makers. It is filled with tools and inspiration designed to support the creation of a comprehensive book plan reflective of your values, priorities and ideals."

If this resonates in your heart, class starts March 9. Come join us!!